A Life Full of Trivial BS

life sucks... and so does losing your best friends

okay, three weeks ago yesterday, my dog Krista came up missing while i was at the prom. then yesterday, my other dog Tuck was attacked and killed by a Pit Bull from next door. in 3 weeks i lost both of my dogs. how depressing is that. on top of that i can't help but get the vibe that i'm always in the way, always annoying someone, never "doing my part", etc. it sucks. i just can't wait for school to be over and maybe when i'm away from everyone else, i can just be me. but until then i can't be me, because me annoys and irritates everyone else. i want my dogs back. i want my dogs back because they were the only ones who didn't judge me, didn't make fun of me. accepted me for me. i only wish.... *breaks off in midsentence to cry*.... that i could find that acceptance elsewhere, especially now, when i need it most, when i have nowhere else to turn because of others stupidity. their stupidity in stealing Krista, their stupidity in fighting their dogs so that when he jumped the fence into my yard, he killed my sweet, loving, 65-pound lapdog. *ends entry with a sob, and retires to bed to cry until sleep claims thoughts*

This is actually a pretty good pic. she had some help to disappear, and we are offering a $500 reward for info or her return.... no questions asked. she is 15-16" tall, 24 lbs, black and tan shetland sheepdog mix. she is spayed, and when she disappeared she had a purple collar and tags, but who knows if she has them now. she is very friendly, and yes, we have checked the pound. they have posters, and are on alert in case she comes in. thank you for the suggestion, though. please call (706)539-2059, (423)596-8988, (423)580-7815, (423)593-0102 if you have any information on her whereabouts or if you find her.


this pic sucks, but it will have to do. he was a tri-color Australian Shepard. he would sit with his head in my lap because that was all of him that would fit! he was so pretty, and now he is gone :*-(
Posted by berrygirl86 at May 9, 2004 10:43 PM | TrackBack